Undergoing a transition as older may mean special experiences. While it is common among older trans women to have come out after retirement, many who wish to undergo surgery have been forced to realise that their health puts a stop to the interventions they would like. This can include heart problems making the narcosis required to undergo the surgery you want impossible (Siverskog, 2016:115–116; Törmä et al., 2014). But it can also include encountering ageist notions during the trans investigation where the necessity to undergo a transition is questioned because the person ‘does not have that long to live’ (Siverskog, 2016; Linander, 2018).
In a Danish study, several participants recall a time when homosexuality was categorised as a mental illness, how they encountered notions of homosexuality as a nervous disorder, symptoms of psychosis and uncertainty about their gender identity. (Vesterlund, 2013). The fact that it was classed as a diagnosis also affected whether people sought counselling for how to relate to their sexuality. One participant tells about how he needed support, but did not want to be registered based on his sexuality and therefore avoided seeing a psychiatrist despite mental health issues (Vesterlund, 2013:124–125). In a Norwegian study, an older lesbian woman remembers that this diagnosis limited how possible it felt to be open about one’s sexuality. That being declared an illness meant that lesbianism was not associated with pride but rather with a category that one did not want to belong to. For gay men in a Norwegian context, it also meant criminalisation, which all in all contributed to the ideal of discretion discussed in previous sections (Eggebø et al., 2019:79).
Homophobia or transphobia may also have been encountered earlier in life in contacts with healthcare and social care, which participants in several qualitative studies describe. In the worst case, this has consequences in the form of people not seeking the care they actually need (Meggers Matthiesen, 2019; Møllerop, 2013; Siverskog, 2016; Törmä et al., 2014). Examples of this are in the Törmäs et al. study (2014) where a couple with one of the partners having dementia had refrained from seeking care because they were afraid of how they would be treated. The study also shows how relatives in same-sex relationships sometimes refrained from attending healthcare appointments with their relative as support to avoid the risk of discrimination (Törmä et al., 2014).
Openness is often highlighted as an important strategy in encounters with healthcare and social care (Siverskog, 2021; (Meggers Matthiesen, 2019). However, to what extent people are open varies /(Siverskog 2021; Löf & Olaison, 2020). Some stress that you need to trust the staff if you are going to come out to them. A lesbian woman talks about feeling out the atmosphere first and trying to sense if she thinks the person will take it well (Löf & Olaison, 2020: 257). Older LGBTI people experience that social services and the healthcare system are characterised by heteronormative and gender normative thinking. This is expressed in the assumption that everyone is a heterosexual cis-person, which in turn renders LGBTI people invisible. Examples of this are forms that need to be filled in with only two gender options, and where there was no option to fill in civil partnerships even before marriage was possible for same-sex couples. The participants also feel that appropriate language and knowledge about LGBTI identities is lacking, which renders them invisible and creates a silence that in itself is perceived as discrimination (Törmä et al., 2014).
In coming out, there is also a tension between invisibility and hypervisibility. Coming out can entail a feeling of security – being seen for who you are – but at the same time there is resistance to being stereotyped and reduced to one’s LGBTI identity (Eggebø et al., 2019:36). One trans person describes what this can look like in practice: their experience is that as soon as they have told the healthcare staff about their trans identity, confusion often ensues and they have difficulty completing what they are doing; their trans identity suddenly takes all the focus and what the care visit is about ends up in the periphery (Törmä et al., 2014).
In qualitative studies, especially among older trans people, it is common that they express frustration and weariness at having to educate the healthcare staff they encounter (Bindesbøl Holm Johansen et al., 2015:83 ff.; Löf & Olaison, 2018; Siverskog, 2014, 2016; Törmä et al., 2014):
We’re so tired of instructing people who are going to take care of us (…) We don’t come from another planet. We’re normal people and just happen to have this little extra thing. (Löf & Olaisson, 2020:259)
Some participants describe having the habit of bringing information leaflets about transgender to head off ignorance and avoid repeating themselves again and again. Even during the trans investigation, some had encountered people with poor knowledge, such as speech therapists and counsellors (Siverskog, 2014, 2016). Several participants say they have been referred to by the wrong name, gender and pronoun. In some cases, trans people have experienced a direct unwillingness from the healthcare system to help them because of their trans identity, having experienced that doctors did not want to examine or treat them. Medical centres have also refused to take blood tests related to the trans process. For some trans people, this has led to them seeking out private clinics and many trans people get private health insurance to be able to choose clinics and doctors that they know have trans competence (Törmä et al., 2014). It is repeatedly emphasised in the studies how important it is that there is LGBTI competence in health and social care.
The equal treatment perspective, which has been strong in healthcare and social care, is problematised in several studies because it risks leading to excluding LGBTI people in rendering them invisible. The idea that everyone is equal often contains assumptions about heteronormativity (Löf & Olaisson, 2020:258; Siverskog, 2021).